Too much Confused, then i cant forgive myself...

I'm too upset with my sibling like sister and brother.... Sometimes i'm became too shamed with what happen when i share on blogger and facebook. They never respect me as sister.... deep inside can tell everything what just happened and i totally losing my mind control then crying just like a kid. They never consider me just like another sister, saying what was playing in they mind and every little word is too much means, and it's hurt... I'm always told my syg about that. His answer was just be patients, pray and believe you can stand with this thing.... God give u very little test, then u try to be patients about that...Dear God, please help me =(