R E F R E S H>>>>>

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hampir seminggu i x on9... rindu sgt kat blog n my fren especially my sis.... Anis, Sue, Eda, Sal, Qilla, GG, Apis, Moon, Wan, Eva n my new bro Xammy....hehe... n da last is i miss Miri n Bintulu too much...haha...Apa2 pn Salam Menyambut Tahun Islam 1432h.... Azam thun bru???? ummm..... i cuma nk stdy jak... Xnk pkir bnda len da.... Fokus for stdy n ilmu agama yg len... Insyallah i will come to miri.... Seandainya e2 jln yg terbek untuk i, Hope sgt d mkbulkan.... Amin...

Citer sal cinta plak..... UMMM..... Apa yerk???? Hard this part if i talk about it... but as u know R E F R E S H... So, i tell it... Someone purpose me to married... but, after a few days when i say smthing tht be hurt, he never cal n text me..... i dont know y????? if i do anything wrong, i sory... if this married not to be reality, i understand... mybe hard to u to accept  me.. but im never lie or do smthng can be hurt u..ramai lg gadis yg lebih bek dr i.... bkn mksd i yg im not ready or what??? but i xnk u kecewa.... bkn sbb i x cinta tp i tkut i xble jlnkn tanggungjwb i as u wife... tp mun da jdoh, x pg mna2..huhu.. i understand im too young about this situation.... but dont give me some hope if u dont want me.... its about wedding, household.... as u say.... u want me to do what.... i still keep tht text... u be da 1st one who wanna be with me... its not easy... i know.... i cuma nk taw pa mksd text u ne???? i xphm... as u said, yg im too young.... bg i, if u xnk, u ckp xnk,,, if u nk, u say tht... kn simple hidup mcm 2.... so, i ble fokus bnda lain..... i bkn pa, 1st time i dpt sbr mcm tu, u taw juak kn i mc muda.... i x slh kn u.. gpn, ta bru knal.... jauh lg... mke it simple.... enough... long distance for me its easy.... if we u mind not heart..... law da btul2 syg, y not???? tkut??? e2 la mslhnya!!! tkut kecewa....!!!! i plg bnci bla someone say yg nya tkut kecewa.... Law tkut, npa try???? berani wt, berani tanggung la kn...... simple jak sumanya if u pkir guna akl, bkn guna emo! xdnafikan i pn mcm 2 juak, tp bg i xpyh la nk pkir lg... as u say, yg lepas2, berkn lepas... So? npa perlu ingt citer 6 bln yg lalu???? I bru jak kot break wit my X.... tht y i come to miri.... after dat,  akal n hati i ilang da nma n kenangan lma 2.... mmg la skit, tp mke it simple... e2 yg i dpt bljr tem i kt miri.... thnk god... i maC ble teruskn idup tnpa dia... smpai skg... just mke it simple... bkn i x bersungguh2 sal ne, tp jan bg i menghrp... skit 2....!

Hye...how r u? Sori mlm td iz ttdo sdh... u dh ok ka? Iz sgaja x mau lyn N dlu coz iz mau N btenang, xtlalu emosi n sbr... tq coz sggp bsbr...
Hdp ni,kalo mau mmulakan hdp bru hrs brani mgubah sgalanya yg akn kta lakukan... yg lama ttp sjrh ok... jgn jdkan sjrh kta itu pnamat utk kta trus kn khdpn...;-)
U tau x,i x fkr pun ttg mslh u 2...kalo ada pun,hnya tlintas mcm 2 ja... kalo i x nk dgn u pun,bkn kerna sjrh u 2 ok... sjrh adalh sjrh... dat y i nak u calm down... btenang spya u x tlalu mmikirkn pkra yg dh lps 2... bg i, diri u yg skrg ni adlh lbh pntg... i tgk u asyik xda mood ja... tp i dpt fhm coz u masih muda..tlalu muda... i nk u lbh cool, relax n simple ok... u can change it...
I lbh pntgkn corak pmikiran u , perangai u , attitude and habit u dari sjrh u 2... sblm ni pnh kapel dgn sorg yg sm umo dgn u...u tau brp bln ja hub dpt bthn?juz 6 bln ja... dat y I nk u dkt dgn I supaya kta slg mgnali dgn lbh mudah... tiada jaminan utk hub kta slagi akad nikah blum dlafaz... u bleh dmiliki ssiapa ja..so do I...I nk u jnji dgn I yg u Xkan ungkit / cakap psl sjrh u 2 ok...

What is tht mean?????? 
i x abis pkir la bnda ne....huhuhu.... n after this u nk i jd kwn u when u da give some hope????? like tht???? OMG!!!! just say tht if u dont like me anymore...... its simple to me to understand, accept tht.. i will laa... its simple....!!!! huhu.. Yes, im too young.... u nk ikut cra pkiran i.... spptnya i yg kna ikut cra u, cara pkiran u yg mtg 2...huhu... cuba jan terlalu menghakimi dri i b'coz im too young..... cuba fkir yg i ble pkir mcm u juak... i pna jumpa someone yg sma mcm u.... Nya sik mok jauh dr i.... if da jauh, like lost contact.... bkn mksd i nk smakn u ngn org len but, it same situation.... i was like terkejar2 u untuk 1 jwpn yg pasti....  hate this situation...huhu