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Dear Blog...
Today was bad day!!!! i geram glak ngn kakak... Da la byk brg smpe... But she still do nothing.... n tht was make me like damn!!!! U da tau, i kna wat list check untuk stock bru n lma... nak kejar cstmer tuk komisen., byk da i buang peluang duit semata2 nk urus keja ne... Bos already told u.... why dont u thikh to much about tht?????!!! n know make me soo angry.... how much u nk undrstnd tht job??? u da 1 month keja, xkan bnda senang xdpt tngkap... n then pelupa lg....huhu... knpa i nk mrh dlu bru u bertindak?????? i da buang rm 20 tauk!!!! berharga 2!!!! KECEWA!!!!

Sendirian....

Sendirian tanpa masalah, tanpa teman adalah satu jln terbaik untuk berehat n have fun.....hehehe
Now at Multibake, LDU.... Lepak2 kt cne tnpa gangguan..... Feel Free sgt... Actually i feel alone last week until today.... Everyone buzy....huhu
I miss Apis...huhuhu.... Ntah la,, Susa nk ckp sal bnda ne.... Wlu apa pn, I miss him soo much...huhuhu.... Wlupun i n dia x berhrp uda ttg hubungan kmi....huhuh....





Last Night, Zamie ckp yg dia block me from Fb.... mybe e2 tindakan yg dia rsa terbaik wt dia... I phm.... bkn senang utk dia terima i dlm msa yg singkat wlupun i da mula phm dia.... tp xpa, bcoz of him, i jmpa apis..hehe.... Kenangan terindah kita is da best moment in my life.....<3
Keadaan kat uma plak, make me tension.... setiap kli mom mbebel, make me soo tension.... Apa jak yg i wt, ckp @ apa jk la.... Nya msti mrh... I btul2 kecik ati bla bnda yg bkn i wat, bok d tuduh2 ne....huhuhu... Make me wanna go miri... untuk cri ketenangan... im sorry mom if i do this....huhuhu.....
Sal keja, ok juak la.... Mggu bln lalu da staf, pnya la bebal staf 2.... lmbt pick up g.... 3 kli d suru pn, maC juak lemah!!! tp bercerita2 sal kapel2 ne, ok plak....!!!! DAMN~!... bkin pns jak.... KejaQ pn jd x teratur sal dia.... Haih....huhuhuhu...
Actually, i da book tiket from kk to miri....hehhe... MIRI... i come....hahaha... LOVE MIRI SO MUCH!!!!! muahhhh....<3

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Hello my Dear Blog....hehe

Seminggu da x update blog... Rindu rsanya...hehehe...

12/12/2010
Someone purpose me.... being a girlfriend... but.... I dont knw him... i only knw his nme, only knw whre he live, school, his fren... actually he is my Schoolmate... n tht day we meet.... dia ok la, romantic person, caring??? ada la ckit2... But for me, if he really love me, i will do da same....hehe... now, i just wanna wait n see next step from him... i not do the same thing or same situation at miri again... make me sick!!!!huhu

13/12/2010
Do da same job.....at ofis...huhu...Lelah mek tok....huhu..

14/12/2010
We meet again.... Go to eat at Satay King..hehe.. Pas 2, round2 town...

15/12/2010
He call me at mid night...huhu... He tell me everything.... i was like ummm???? i dont know... pening ehh...huhuh

16/12/2010
Terkejut!!!!!huhu... Xsangka yg i ne masih penting juak bg u... tp rsa lega coz da berterus terang ngn nya... happy coz nya happy wlupun his mom keep tell him about the marriage...
we meet again...hehe...

17/12/2010
do nothing...hehe

18/12/2010
Tired...:(

19/12/2010
Kerja time...

Lagu D ari Minggu....

Kisah Sedih DHari Minggu...

Kdg2 pa yg kta hrpkan tidak semunya kita dpt.... Pa yg pntg, kta mencuba sedaya upya kita untuk jd yg terbek dlm hidup.. Mcm pa yg i nk story ngn u all ne... I mmg kecik ati bila pa yg i hrpkan x jd or d tentang ole ibu bpa... Da tba msanya dad n mom think about me... i just wanna go miri.... i want go to miri...... i love miri...huhuhu... understand tht... DAMN!!!... kecik ati kmk bla ktk pdh mcm ya!....

R E F R E S H>>>>>

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hampir seminggu i x on9... rindu sgt kat blog n my fren especially my sis.... Anis, Sue, Eda, Sal, Qilla, GG, Apis, Moon, Wan, Eva n my new bro Xammy....hehe... n da last is i miss Miri n Bintulu too much...haha...Apa2 pn Salam Menyambut Tahun Islam 1432h.... Azam thun bru???? ummm..... i cuma nk stdy jak... Xnk pkir bnda len da.... Fokus for stdy n ilmu agama yg len... Insyallah i will come to miri.... Seandainya e2 jln yg terbek untuk i, Hope sgt d mkbulkan.... Amin...

Citer sal cinta plak..... UMMM..... Apa yerk???? Hard this part if i talk about it... but as u know R E F R E S H... So, i tell it... Someone purpose me to married... but, after a few days when i say smthing tht be hurt, he never cal n text me..... i dont know y????? if i do anything wrong, i sory... if this married not to be reality, i understand... mybe hard to u to accept  me.. but im never lie or do smthng can be hurt u..ramai lg gadis yg lebih bek dr i.... bkn mksd i yg im not ready or what??? but i xnk u kecewa.... bkn sbb i x cinta tp i tkut i xble jlnkn tanggungjwb i as u wife... tp mun da jdoh, x pg mna2..huhu.. i understand im too young about this situation.... but dont give me some hope if u dont want me.... its about wedding, household.... as u say.... u want me to do what.... i still keep tht text... u be da 1st one who wanna be with me... its not easy... i know.... i cuma nk taw pa mksd text u ne???? i xphm... as u said, yg im too young.... bg i, if u xnk, u ckp xnk,,, if u nk, u say tht... kn simple hidup mcm 2.... so, i ble fokus bnda lain..... i bkn pa, 1st time i dpt sbr mcm tu, u taw juak kn i mc muda.... i x slh kn u.. gpn, ta bru knal.... jauh lg... mke it simple.... enough... long distance for me its easy.... if we u mind not heart..... law da btul2 syg, y not???? tkut??? e2 la mslhnya!!! tkut kecewa....!!!! i plg bnci bla someone say yg nya tkut kecewa.... Law tkut, npa try???? berani wt, berani tanggung la kn...... simple jak sumanya if u pkir guna akl, bkn guna emo! xdnafikan i pn mcm 2 juak, tp bg i xpyh la nk pkir lg... as u say, yg lepas2, berkn lepas... So? npa perlu ingt citer 6 bln yg lalu???? I bru jak kot break wit my X.... tht y i come to miri.... after dat,  akal n hati i ilang da nma n kenangan lma 2.... mmg la skit, tp mke it simple... e2 yg i dpt bljr tem i kt miri.... thnk god... i maC ble teruskn idup tnpa dia... smpai skg... just mke it simple... bkn i x bersungguh2 sal ne, tp jan bg i menghrp... skit 2....!

Hye...how r u? Sori mlm td iz ttdo sdh... u dh ok ka? Iz sgaja x mau lyn N dlu coz iz mau N btenang, xtlalu emosi n sbr... tq coz sggp bsbr...
Hdp ni,kalo mau mmulakan hdp bru hrs brani mgubah sgalanya yg akn kta lakukan... yg lama ttp sjrh ok... jgn jdkan sjrh kta itu pnamat utk kta trus kn khdpn...;-)
U tau x,i x fkr pun ttg mslh u 2...kalo ada pun,hnya tlintas mcm 2 ja... kalo i x nk dgn u pun,bkn kerna sjrh u 2 ok... sjrh adalh sjrh... dat y i nak u calm down... btenang spya u x tlalu mmikirkn pkra yg dh lps 2... bg i, diri u yg skrg ni adlh lbh pntg... i tgk u asyik xda mood ja... tp i dpt fhm coz u masih muda..tlalu muda... i nk u lbh cool, relax n simple ok... u can change it...
I lbh pntgkn corak pmikiran u , perangai u , attitude and habit u dari sjrh u 2... sblm ni pnh kapel dgn sorg yg sm umo dgn u...u tau brp bln ja hub dpt bthn?juz 6 bln ja... dat y I nk u dkt dgn I supaya kta slg mgnali dgn lbh mudah... tiada jaminan utk hub kta slagi akad nikah blum dlafaz... u bleh dmiliki ssiapa ja..so do I...I nk u jnji dgn I yg u Xkan ungkit / cakap psl sjrh u 2 ok...

What is tht mean?????? 
i x abis pkir la bnda ne....huhuhu.... n after this u nk i jd kwn u when u da give some hope????? like tht???? OMG!!!! just say tht if u dont like me anymore...... its simple to me to understand, accept tht.. i will laa... its simple....!!!! huhu.. Yes, im too young.... u nk ikut cra pkiran i.... spptnya i yg kna ikut cra u, cara pkiran u yg mtg 2...huhu... cuba jan terlalu menghakimi dri i b'coz im too young..... cuba fkir yg i ble pkir mcm u juak... i pna jumpa someone yg sma mcm u.... Nya sik mok jauh dr i.... if da jauh, like lost contact.... bkn mksd i nk smakn u ngn org len but, it same situation.... i was like terkejar2 u untuk 1 jwpn yg pasti....  hate this situation...huhu

TerBangun Awal...

Awl giler sue bgn pg ne.... Jam 4 da bgn....huhu.. why rrr???? Xsedap ati.... xtaw kenapa???? Something will happen??? OMG!!! pliz dont if its bad.... Nak citer sikit ne... Sal feeling... Now ne, mmg confused.. Law la i kt miri skg, kn senang citer....  but i will.... when???? not sure.... lepaskn suma pa yg terbuku dlm dada ne... Berat uda ne menanggung..huhu.. mgkin rindu??? adakn rindu sue berbls???? da ka dia ble trima sue???? uhh... Actually, sue mls nk pkir bnda ne.... t law da smpai miri bru pkir sumanya.... bru kita tgk sapa yg btul syg n rindu  sue....  kn3???? tp law setakat mok jga ati jak.... mmg tak arrr!!!! like i said, law x pg miri, mmg suma ne akn berterusan... e2 jk yg i mmpu wt... tp xda sapa akn tahu bla i g sna... mke him suprise!!!!!...

Boring....

Sepnjg keja td, Sue xda wt pa2 juak... Just key-in suma bajet n kira suma bajet... da i bnci maths....huhu...

Sal Feeling::::::::
No komen.. heart broken kli....huhu

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